Keeping my mind and spirit alive

The positive vibes are starting to invade my body, and for that I am so grateful! I am reading an inspirational book titled How to Change your Life, by Ernest Holmes. I thought this would be a great guide for my recent life changing event. Losing a job after 17 years is so much to wrap my head around, but my heart knows that it is part of God's plan for me. The journey I am on is scary but also exciting, I need to keep my mind and spirit alive to the wonders of the world, and realize I am made in the likeness of God, therefore I can accomplish so much in this short life here on earth, with the blessings of our Lord.

Pass it on

Love is a contagion waiting to be passed along ...Receptive to the beaming light..a shield against the cynical darkness.

Shallow minds devour your soul; all that remains weighs heavy on your heart and fuels the fear and pain that was there from the start.  

Bring on the contagion that energizes my soul and fetches the light that lifts my heart, an escape from my enemy...an escape from myself...it all begins right here and now.

I am love and love is me...and I can pass it on so easily now that I feel, now that I have  ascended from the dark chambers of my  spirit. I fear no more...The downbeat vibes that once penetrated my space... can’t hurt me anymore...I have the light…I have the love and now I need to pass this contagion to everyone.

I want to reinvent myself, but I am grieving over the loss of my job, missing the people, missing the comfort of knowing what to expect day to day. It's strange how I miss all of the things that I had been complaining about, it was truly a rut. Oh rut, won't you come back to me, you paid so well! If I had the luxury of starting completely over, not relying on the paycheck, this would be so liberating! I feel more stressed than ever now, knowing that I may have to continue to work in a field that is so not fuel for my soul. I am being pulled to greater things, I hope that I can have the strength and courage to accept my calling to whatever God has planned for me in this second half of my life. Let thy will be done.

Day 4 of being unemployed

Day 4..and I really am not dreaming..guess it's time to reinvent myself, right after this game of Words with Friends!